I just a woke up from my dream.
I think, maybe it was God's way
of telling me that if someone is my soul mate she
would not be anywhere else. Maybe that's also how God comforts the
middle of heartbreak I experienced lately since abandoned by someone who I love
very.
But, the question until I get out of bed right now is, why the
dream is the dream of marriage? It is a dream I'm married to someone who ever
existed in my past life before. Well, even though he is not someone who ever
loved me before, but why should I get married with her in my last
night dream's ? Yeah, I think maybe God wants to tell me that when I was
paired with someone, eventhough in my past life that person is
not someone who is special and I know well, but that's way we call it such as
"a mate", that's why people often say "when it's mate would not
be anywhere" (kalau jodoh
pasti tidak akan kemana).
Now, I believe what we call it as a soulmate, I really thanks to
God for what you've told to me with last night dreaming. I believe that my
special girls is still on Your Hands, so please whould you like to show me wich
one of many girls around me or maybe in my next life is my soulmate ? please
show me the signs that she's my mate fo future life.
Right now, what should I do is prepare my future, do the best in my duty, jobs, collage and social for my better and best life tomorrow. What in my mind now is do best for my job, duty as a teacher in school and as a student collage in university, and as a child of my mom and dad, and as a big brother of my young sister and brother. This is my life, this is the way I live my life.
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